“Made By Someone in Recovery, 
For Those in Recovery”
“Made By Someone in Recovery, 
For Those in Recovery”
Nicole “Nikki” Ocean

Road To The Real Thing ~ Smooth Jazz Electronic Fusion Music

Road To The Real Thing album by Nicole “Nikki” Ocean

Debut Release ~ Now Available ~ Stream Everywhere

Nicole “Nikki” Ocean invites listeners into a coast-to-coast journey of healing, clarity, and pure essence on her debut smooth-jazz/electronic fusion album Road To The Real Thing.

Blending airy electronic textures with warm jazz elements and a deep sense of place, each track becomes a chapter in a cinematic road trip toward authenticity.


The album opens with the title track, “Road To The Real Thing,” a soulful declaration of stepping into your truth, before drifting into the misty coastline of California with “Magical Monterey,” “Carmel-By-The-Sea,” and “Highway 1.” 


Nikki’s music paints landscapes: sunlit water, winding roads, long drives with the windows down. Music that calms, soothes, and lights you up.


The journey continues across the Emerald coast in Florida with the nostalgic “Take Me Back To 30A,” the glowing “Miramar Beach Sunrise,” and the dreamy, slow-swaying warmth of “Dreamin’ Of Destin.” Each piece feels like a memory you can step inside.


By the time the album reaches “Outer Banks Swayin’,” the traveler has crossed the edge of the country, and the edge of something internal. The closing track, “I’m Proud Of Myself,” lands with a soft triumph, turning the whole record into a soundtrack for self-growth, resilience, gratitude, and coming home to the real you.

Ways To Listen

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A 30 Year Old Dream - Achieved

Music Artist Bio

Nicole “Nikki” Ocean is a smooth jazz electronic artist whose music radiates warmth, joy, and cinematic energy, blending uplifting grooves, textured soundscapes, and heartfelt melodies. 


Raised near Bellingham, Washington in a deeply musical family, music was part of her life from the beginning. Both of her parents played instruments and sang, her mom on accordion and harpsichord and her dad on acoustic guitar. Her mom, a teacher, brought music into her classroom and played for the family, while her dad’s love of singing and 1960s folk music shaped early memories, especially during holiday singalongs.


Playing an instrument was expected as part of her upbringing. Nikki began on viola in elementary school, learned drums in middle school, played timpani, viola and added guitar in high school, learning from her dad, who has a remarkable ear. Inspired also by her maternal grandfather, a violinist with an intuitive ear for music, Nikki spent her teenage years playing and singing along to 1990s country before discovering smooth jazz in her early twenties and instantly falling in love.


A disabled artist with limited mobility and chronic illnesses, Nikki is a vocal recovery advocate who champions creative access and representation. She sees music as both medicine and a soundtrack for our lives, with the intention of elevating the listener. Her debut album, Road To The Real Thing, marks the realization of a 30-year dream and invites listeners into healing soundscapes.

My Recovery Coin

Front side of the ED Recovery Coin - Wave Skills Side

"Stormy Wave" Side of Coin (Front)

New Updated Design

April 2026: 


I am very proud to announce that 'My Recovery Coin' has a new name and a new design for the Front "Stormy Wave" side of the coin. The Back "Beach Sunset" side of the coin remains unchanged. 


Purchase options will be made available soon!

Backside of the ED Recovery Coin - Sunset, Affirmations Side

"Beach Sunset" Side of Coin (Back)

Coin Creation Story

 Dear Recovery Friend,


In the winter of 2022, while in residential treatment at The Emily Program in Seattle, I created the idea of the “Eating Disorder Recovery Coin.”


My original vision was to create something that could support people in eating disorder recovery, like myself. This idea became a steady source of motivation and encouragement during my own treatment and recovery journey over the following year, helping me stay connected to hope and purpose through very difficult moments.


After drawing a handful of prototypes, I eventually settled on a design very similar to the coin you see today. What began as a couple of colorful 2-D drawings became a real, physical coin in March 2024. Working on this project over the course of more than a year gave me something meaningful to hold onto during hard times and became a reflection of what I was learning in treatment and in my recovery path.


Along the way, I gifted over 150 of the original Eating Disorder Recovery Coins to recovery friends and treatment program and therapy providers, with the intent of sharing encouragement, connection, hope and support with others walking similar paths.


In April 2026, I updated the project to better reflect its expanded purpose. I renamed it “My Recovery Coin” to open it up to anyone in any form of recovery. I also redesigned the front “Stormy Wave” side of the coin to reflect this broader intention, while keeping the original “Beach Sunset” back side unchanged.


At the same time, I removed the NEDA logo. I previously had a licensing agreement with the National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA), however the agreement did not allow the coin to be sold for profit with their logo included. Removing the logo allowed the design to become fully independent and made it possible for the coin to be sold and shared more widely.


This special coin can be used as a visual reminder to use skills while eating, a motivational tool, a grounding object or fidget, a gift for someone in recovery from anything, or even a personal lucky charm carried in a pocket or bag. You decide.


I hope that “My Recovery Coin” finds its way into the hands of people who can benefit from it; people who may feel encouraged, inspired, and supported to challenge their inner critic and keep going, even on the hardest days. My hope is that it helps fuel a sense of possibility and supports each person in finding their own path toward a life that feels worth living.


Warmly,
Nicole “Nikki” Ocean 🌊 – She/They 🌈
“Life’s at Ease with a Warm Ocean Breeze.” 🏝️

P.S. I am deeply proud, honored, and grateful to have seen this dream become a reality. I hope this coin supports you as much as it has supported me and others. It has truly been life-changing. ✨ 

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My Recovery Coin

This special coin can be used as: a visual reminder to use skills while eating, as a motivational tool, a gift for a friend or loved one who is also in recovery from anything, as a fidget or even as a lucky charm that can be carried in a pocket or bag, you decide. 

When you join our members site or buy from our shop, you’re helping susta

This special coin can be used as: a visual reminder to use skills while eating, as a motivational tool, a gift for a friend or loved one who is also in recovery from anything, as a fidget or even as a lucky charm that can be carried in a pocket or bag, you decide. 

When you join our members site or buy from our shop, you’re helping sustain a small business proudly owned and operated by a neurodivergent, disabled woman.

Members Site

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Eating Disorder Recovery Path is a supportive, trauma-informed, peer-led, membership site for those navigating eating disorder recovery. Access a self-paced course, tools, resources and community to build a path that fits your life. Your Recovery, Your Way!


Become a ‘Premium’ paid member after your Free 3-Day Trial and receive one free coin mailed out separately to you.

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Etsy Shop

Our heart-led Etsy store, founded by Nicole “Nikki” Ocean, offers empowering tools for eating disorder recovery, mental health, and personal growth.


We create AI-generated art, thoughtful merch, each designed to inspire healing. With purpose, beauty, and lived experience at the core, our products support anyone on the recovery journey.

Made for those in recovery, by someone in recovery.

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    Insight Timer Teacher

    Nicole “Nikki” Ocean is a peer recovery guide, retired executive, smooth jazz electronic fusion music artist and former certified real estate instructor and coach who brings her whole heart and lived experience to her work. As someone who is disabled and neurodivergent, Nikki integrates mindfulness, creativity, and compassion into everything she shares. In long-term recovery herself, her journey includes healing from and living with an eating disorder, chronic illness, OCD, cancer survivorship, and complex trauma, experiences that have shaped her into a gentle guide for others walking their own paths of recovery and renewal.


    An advocate for EMDR therapy, mindfulness meditation practice, intentional living and anti-diet culture principles, Nikki believes in empowering others to build self-trust, redefine recovery on their own terms, and reconnect with the parts of themselves that feel most alive and whole.


    In 2022, she made the life-changing decision to choose health over money by selling her businesses and her beachside condo in Florida to devote herself fully to treatment, rest, self-development, and healing. Through her work on Insight Timer, Nikki hopes to help others find peace, self-acceptance, and a path to recovery that works on their own terms, cultivating the courage to create a life rooted in authenticity and self-compassion.

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    My Story of Resilience, Reinvention, and Recovery

    Nick Surfer Ocean and Mom, Nicole “Nikki” Ocean

    In 2000, I made a life-changing decision: to step into the unknown as a single parent with my infant son, Nick, and build a new life on our own terms. It wasn’t the easy path, but it was the right one. That choice became the foundation for everything that followed: courage, reinvention, hope and creating a future filled with possibility.


    By 2006, I discovered a hidden and secret niche in real estate that would transform my life. What started as an idea grew into multi–million-dollar software products and a thriving coaching business. Those years taught me how to innovate, create bootstrap companies from almost nothing, and to trust in my ability to build something extraordinary from scratch.


    In April 2022, I made another bold decision to prioritize my health and well-being over money. I sold both my real estate automation software and coaching business along with my vacation rental condo in Florida, so I could take a step back, focus inward, and realign my energy with what matters most.


    Today, I run Ocean Dreams Publishing where my passions are rooted in recovery, creativity, and community. One of my most meaningful projects is the Eating Disorder Recovery Coin, which became a real coin in February 2024. It has since grown into a collection of branded merchandise, art, and decor, tools designed to inspire hope and progress in recovery.


    I also founded Eating Disorder Recovery Path, a trauma-informed, peer-led membership community. It offers a self-paced course, workbook, vetted resources, and a space for connection. It’s built on the belief that healing is possible, recovery is personal, and support makes all the difference.


    My journey hasn’t been defined by obstacles but by the choices I’ve made to keep moving forward with resilience, creativity, and heart. I’ve reinvented myself more than once, and each time I’ve gained clarity about what really matters: health, family, and meaningful impact.


    My greatest pride is my son, Nick Surfer Ocean, who at 25 is living his dream of traveling the world, living most of the year in Thailand, cycling across countries, and carving his own path. Watching him thrive is the ultimate reminder of why I kept going and one reason why I continue to show up each day with purpose.


    Looking back, I don’t just see challenges. I see breakthroughs and victories. I see moments of courage, reinvention, and growth as I continue on my healing and recovery journey as well as carve out a path of coming home to myself.


    Life continues to test me, but it also continues to gift me opportunities to create, to heal, and to inspire. For that, I am deeply proud and grateful for my son, my Dad, a few important friends and of myself.

    Recovery Themed - Product Catalog (2025)

    Recovery Themed - Product Catalog for treatment centers and providers.

    For Treatment Centers and Healthcare Providers

    Our Recovery-Themed Product Catalog is designed specifically for treatment centers and healthcare providers looking to create a healing, supportive environment for clients in recovery.

    Backed by evidence-based design principles, our collection includes: thoughtfully crafted decor, wall art, blankets, pillows, and functional items like mugs and clocks, each infused with meaningful messages that promote self-compassion, inspiration and resilience. 


    Whether outfitting group therapy spaces, dining areas, yoga rooms, or residential facilities, our products help foster a sense of comfort and motivation. 


    Explore customizable options to match your facility’s aesthetic and mission, all created by someone with lived experience in recovery. Transform your space into a powerful tool for healing, that is backed by science.

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    Contact Nikki

    Ocean Dreams Publishing, LLC

    Bellingham, WA, USA

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    Past Projects

    BPO Automation Group, past company I founded
    BPO University, past company I founded
    BPO University, past company I founded

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